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Jul 26, 2004
My Buddies

Ok lemme tell u how much im gonna miss all my conroe ppl next year especially Katie and Kyndl! I know i talk about them a lot but they r like my best friends in the world and im gonna miss them so much and i know i can tell them nething and they wont judge me. If yall r reading this know i love both of u so much and we r gonna hang out all the time and i hope yall will not 4get me i love yall!

Posted at 10:29 pm by Holly89
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Jul 25, 2004
Its Been a While

Wow its been a long time...well i just went to florida it was so great i met this one guy well i knew before i went but he was in florida with me and he is so hott and i like him a lot the only problem is he lives like in Dallas but anyways...yeah school starts in like 4 weeks and im kinda bummed that summer is almost over and im going to a new school so im excited ot get a new start where no1 knows me but also kinda sad about leaving my friends. But anyways this girl i know like hates her life and i dunno what to tell because she is beautiful and a great friend and has a lot going for her and i dunno y she thinks she has it so bad...but if ur reading this u know who u r and u r gorgeous and u dont need a guy to make u happy! I LOVE U! Lately i have been feeling self concious and not good enough but i have jsut realized that all i can do is try and if the world doesnt like it screw them! I mean really the only reason people like to bring other people down is bacaus they are insecure themselves i dunno it just really pisses me off when people try to make other people feel bed...anyway i gotta go i love u all! Katie Holly and Kyndl 4 eva!

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Jul 17, 2004
I just need to vent...

I was just sitting here thinking about all of the stuff that i keep bottled up inside of me. Like i am really not happy at all...sometimes when i am all alone i just sit and cry not for any particular reason just because there are certain things in my life i wishi could erase or re-do...i just wish i could tell every1 how i feel all the time but the things i say may hurt them evenmore than they r hurting me right now! I am so sad about moving schools and leaving all of my friends, but then again i am really looking forward to getting a new start. And the other day this guy told one of my friends that him and every1 else thinks it would be better if she was gone...but i u r reading this me and a lot of other ppl dont want u to leave or move away even if im not at conroe i wouldnt want u to move to another town say...Lufkin! (u know who u r) I would miss u so0o0o0o0o0o0o0 much! Please dont leave! One of my guy friends told me the other day that he couldnt talk to me nemore because the more we talked the more he liked me and i just dont feel the same way about him and it makes me kinda sad that we arent talking nemore...and lately im just so jealos of all my friends they r all so pretty and skinny and i dont feel good enough next to them...ok well im tired so im gonna go i love you all!
Luv Always
Holly

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Jul 15, 2004
100 Questions

 

 

*******SIMPLE QUESTIONS*******

1. FULL NAME: Holly Kathleen Clay

2. NICKNAMES: Hollywood (its gay i know) Virgin Holly (Jamie)...i dunno y she calls me that...?

3. EYES:hazel

4. HEIGHT:5'7ish

5  Hair: brunett

6. SIBLINGS: 3

7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER?: yeah sometimes...

8. DO YOU LIKE TO SING ON THE TOILET?: no.. thats kinda scary...

9. BIRTHDATE: October 31,1989

10. SIGN: scorpio

11. ADDRESS: 18 S. Villa Oaks


12. SEX: female 

13. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: Righty

14. WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP?: I want a guy that can make me laugh and doesnt make me cry. I also want someone who i can be myself around and that i am not constantly afraid of him leaving me for the slut down the street.

15. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED?: only on a test...but it was hard...and i was sitting right by the smartest person in class so its kinda like they were telling me 2
16. MARITAL STATUS: single

17. DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: nope 

18. WHAT KINDA CAR YOU HAVE/WANT? black camero

*******FAVORITE QUESTIONS*******

19. MOVIE:Cruel Intentions...Ryan Phillipe is so freakin hott

20. SONG(s):The Reason-Hoobastank, Im Still in Love With You-Sean Paul, Burn-Usher, Love Song and Rainstorms-311

21. BAND/SINGER: Chrissy's Shower Serenade...Karen!, 311

22. Who's your daddy biotch? Gary Clay...but he doesnt count...so Danny Burroughs...must we use the fowl language?

23. ACTOR? Johnny Depp whoo-hoo sexy beast

26. NUMBER: 7

27. CARTOON: Ren and Stimpy rox my sox

29. COLOR: red

30. DO YOU PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN? Yes, someday

31. YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes

32.HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD?: 23ish

33.HOW OLD DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED? 20ish

34.WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE?: no that goes against the rules bonehead! (Karen!)

35. DO YOU HAVE A GF/ BF?: no

37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?: yes i do and it really kinda makes me sad...i wanna be with him so bad

*****EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)*****

38. MUSIC/TV: music

39. GUYS/GIRLS: Definitely guys...sorry girls but yall r just so mean...

40. GREEN/BLUE: blue...i hate green

41. PINK/PURPLE: PINK

42. SUMMER/WINTER: summer...i love swimming and being able to stay up all night with muh girls

43. NIGHT OR DAY: Night  

44. HANGIN OUT/Chillin: ...call me stupid but whats the difference...?

45. DOPEY/FUNNY: again...whats the difference?

*******ALL ABOUT YOU*******

46. WEIRD SAYING YOU HAVE: Har im gonna pee...dont laugh, dancing in the windows

47. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO?: well i was gonna go to Conroe...tear...but im moving and i have to go to Klein Collins

48. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS?: ummm...yes...sorry

49. WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN-ON FOR YOU?: abs and a good personality

50. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE?: it just depends on the guy

51. Has ur heart ever been broken?: well not really because I have never been really serious with a guy before so I guess not…

52. 5 PEOPLE YOU ARE Open with?:  Katie, Kyndl, Karen, Jacob i miss him, and Brooklyn

53.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES: i think that there is that special someone out there for everyone and i think that when u meet them it may not be clear to u then but it will be eventually...

54. IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU HAVE A BF/GF? well not really but it depends on ur definition of flirting to some people just talking to the opposite sex is flirting i hate that and it is usually girls who start all those rumors..but whatever u think...


55WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT?: When me and my best friend got in a fight over a guy

56. WHAT ABOUT GUYS/GIRLS YOU JUST DON't GET: GIRLS- why are they so 2 faced and mean...its just like get over yourselves...GUYS-Why do they think they have to act all tough for girls to like them...please just stop trying to impress us

57. ARE you happy? No…not at all

58. WHY?: life kinda sux when the person u love is with another girl...

59. WHAT'S AN OBJECT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?: ok i know this sounds kinda stupid but my phone...i have separation anxiety

60. LOVE OR LUST?: why cant i have both

61. SILVER OR GOLD?: silver.. it's prettier

62. DIAMOND OR PEARL?: diamonds.. pearls look cheesy

63. SUNSET OR SUNRISE?: sunsets definitely

64. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING?: ...yes...but they paid me...and its not like i was completely there... and another time but it was so fun

65. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?: yes my valentines day bear

66. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: 1 in each year

67. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: black

68. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: Burn

69.WHAT'S YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 713-819-5199

70. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?  Italy

71. WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: well...i dont really know...that would be no fun if i knew right now

72. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: eyes, and personality

73. FAVORITE SPORT?:volleyball and dancing

74. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Being with my friends and when people say nice things about me

75. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD(s) YOUR GONNA GET?: 311

76. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES?: contacts

77. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU?: Party hard, dance naked-love Karen Moore, Maybe god wants u to meet a few wrong people before u meet the right person so that u will appreciate them every day

88. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS?: rich

89. WHAT TIME IS IT IN ALBANIA NOW?: is that really a place?

90. IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH? Katie and Kyndl

91. HAVE YOU MET SANTA?: yeah he kinda scared me...and i think i saw his face on americas most wanted the next week...


92 IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO?: i would slam the door in his face

93.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 2 days ago

94. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? ummm...does my little brother count?

95. WHATS YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS? Hottiewood89@aol.com

96. LAST TIME YOU WERE DEPRESSED?: ummm...like 2 days ago… after I talked to the guy I like

97. ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC?: no…but i could be well on my way...

98. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?: Karen

99. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON? i love her

100. YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE YOU BACK? yeah cuz i just answered a 100 question survey they better..

Love Always

*Holly*

Posted at 01:47 pm by Holly89
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Guys...

OK i know no girls understand guys but it just shocks me sometimes when they turn into such assholes around their friends! Like Tre is soooo sweet to Katie but once he gets around all his little cronies he turns into the biggest jerk ever same wiht this guy matt he is so cool when liek i am on the phone wiht him when no1 is around but once all his friends come over he is a butt! Grrrrr it jsut makes me so mad and they dont even care its like the only reason their friends give them a hard time about being sweet is becaus they r mad cuz they cant get a girl...i wish all these guys would just grow up! Like after they r jerks they expect u to give them some later its like do u have a brain? Ahhhh that just makes me so mad!!!!

Posted at 01:40 pm by Holly89
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Jul 12, 2004
Lately...

It's so funny how things can change so quickly like lately things start going really good for me they go bad faster than they got good. Just lately me and my friends seem to be getting on each other's last nerve and me and my mom have been fighting everyday that i am home and so sometimes i would just rather be away than be yelled at all the time...dont get me wrong i love my mom its just that lately our house has been like a war zone. And im so scared about moveing schools i have friends there but i really dont wanna leave all of my friends at Conroe...im going to miss Kyndl and Katie the most i really dont know what im going to do without them. Lately life has just sucked and Katie and Kyndl are so skinny and pretty they make me feel so ugly all of the time and im just not happy at all lately i wish i could erase some of the things that i have said or done its like nothing i can do is good enough, and its not like i need a boyfriend to make me happy its just i dunno life seems to be better for me when i do have a boyfriend...LIFE JUST SUX!!!!!

Posted at 11:46 pm by Holly89
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Jul 8, 2004
Life in General...

Ok on the 4th of July i had the best time with TayTay, Kyndl, Katie omg i love them but im am really looking forward to Friday when we go over to Katies and get hancuffed to the trees (hehe). You know what i think that it is really crappy when guys like totally break this girls heart and then like try to hook up with that girls friend...not because they actually like them but because they wanna make this girl mad and they r all like friends to their face but talk all this crap about them behind their back gurrr it makes me so freakin mad!!!!!!! Anyways moving on i love Katie and Kyndl (danicing in the windows) im am really gonna miss them next year i just remembered how much fun we have together when we were all together on Sunday. You know what i just realized i get really depressed when The Reason comes on i dunno y but i guess i want someone to love like that and really kinda makes me mad that guys can be so immature like grow up please u dont have to act all tough to impress us to be honest we would like u more if u just grew up seriously...uhhh im just so aggrivated with guys in general like some of them are just so sweet but lately those guys are very few and far between! And girls can be really mean to like u all sit there and talk about each other but then 1 of u goes and tells the girl that u were talking about with all of ur friends just so u can be close wiht that girl and uhhhh i know i do it 2 and i just realized how mean it is and im seriously gonna stop talking about people cuz it is jsut so immature and i really wouldnt want people to do that to me.....but i have nothing else on my mind right now so gotta go! Love You All

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Jun 28, 2004
My Best Friends

My best friends are Kyndl and Katie and i just dont know what im gonna do without them next year(tear)...anyways me and Kyndl got into this huge fight today with Katie and i dont know whats going on with us it is just crazy we got into a fight about Katie's x and it was just this whole big lie and it wasnt worth us fighting over. But i really am going to miss them next year it makes me sad to know that we wont even be going to the same school. But i love both of them we r all like sisters i know i can can trust both of them. I love them!

Posted at 09:38 pm by Holly89
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The Biggest Mistake of my Life

Ok about a year ago i broke up with my boyfriend that i truly loved because i let other people tell me that he was wrong 4 me and i listened to all of the rumors. That was the biggest mistake of my life because its been a year and i like him again i may even love him and it hurts me to see him with 1 of my best friends eventhough i made her believe that i didnt have a problem with it. One thing i have learned is that u should never let people's jealousy get in the way of your happpiness...dont get me wrong im happy for them but i just hope that i will be able to get over him... 

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Jun 16, 2004
Im gonna miss everyone...

     Well i have to moved schools next year and im gonna miss all my friends...especially Katie and Kyndl! Eventhough we fight more than an old married couple! I dont really wanna move schools but im kinda looking forward to starting over new...cuz there is just always so much drama with everyone and u never really know who ur true friends r or if they r just using u! Im sitting here talking to one of my true friends right now and i love her so much...Brooklyn! Well i gotta go luv all of u byebye!
*Holly*

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